Monday, December 20, 2010

"UNSENT LOVE LETTER"

Dear You,

I love you. I regret ever ending it and never having the courage to tell you before now. I was to late everything’s all screwed up now. You dont want to lose me. You tell me you still love me too. You always have, but for some reason i have a hard time believing that. You promised me you’d never let go but you just did. So what now? I’ll turn into that hopelessly in love heart broken girl i promised myself I’d never be again? I told you what to do , and sadly you actually listened.. you agreed. See, you’re not fighting to keep me anymore. Its been so long since that first day I met you , and throughout this time i’ve always came back to you. You were my first love, not him, but you. I’d never tell you that though. Even though everything’s different now I still love the time we spend together even if it’s only a little bit. Each step i take with you , i fall a little bit more in love. I miss all those times we had. I always find myself thinking about those memories, how happy i was with you even though our relationship was a wreck. How when we kissed no one else was there. When you hugged me i never wanted to let go. When I was just there in your arms, it felt so perfect. You loved me inspite of my short-temper and irritability. You still loved me when I hurt you so much. You loved me unconditionally and I dont think I’ll find anything like what we had. You were the sweetest thing ever and the best I ever had. I just can’t believe I gave that up. It’s one of the biggest mistakes I’ve made so far. You like her to much now and it’s killing me inside, i’ll never have my chance again because i blew all the other ones and its tearing me apart. All I have left is tears and a broken heart and even worse? It’s all my fault. I wish I could go back in time. I wish you still cared. I wish you kept your promises. I wish I realized this sooner. I wish you still loved me.

Love,

Me.

Thursday, November 11, 2010

HAY BUHAY!

Natapos na naman ang isang buong taon ko na halos kalahati lang siguro ang nagagawa kong mabuti sa mundo! Ni hindi ko nga naranasan makakita ng UNO sa card ko, ni hindi ko nga nabasa lahat ng pinapaxerox ko, lahat ng reviewer ko, lahat ng libro ko! Ganyan ako kasipag NOON hanggang NGAYON! Hahahaha.. Masyado na ko natutuwa! Gayun pa man naka2raos pa rin ako sa araw araw na nag dadaan!

"MAGTITINO RIN AKO BALANG ARAW!"


KINABUKASAN: Nakalimutan na ni KC ang kanyang sinabi! :)






(HAHAHAHA! AYOKONG MAGBAGO KUNG KAILAN HULI NA ANG LAHAT) :)

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

LULLABY

You can rest easy tonight
Everything is going to be alright,
I promise.
Go to sleep and dream of my tonight;
Everything may not be perfect,
But at least we tried.

So tonight,
Sweet dream and sleep tight.
I've been trying so hard,
Can't get you out of my mind.
And if this is how it has to be,
Just promise you won't forget me,
And I'll leave you with this lullaby
Tonight.

I know that this hurts you,
It hurts me, too.
I wish there was something I could do
To make this easier for you.
Sometimes it's tough,
Too soon to call it love,
But I wanted to, yeah,
I wanted to.
But it's too late now to say
All the wonderful things that I thought of you.

So tonight,
Sweet dreams and sleep tight.
I've been trying so hard,
Can't get you out of my mind.
And if this is how it has to be,
Just promise you won't forget me,
And I'll leave you with this lullaby
Tonight.

Monday, November 8, 2010

STEADY AS SHE GOES.

Farewell nightmares I am free
Welcome streams of sweet dreams
That settles over me

What lies out there?
No one knows
The tide could bring in anything
So steady as she goes
Steady as she goes

I can feel her
As I lie awake
But she's back home
Still waiting alone
When morning breaks

Post war novels
Keep us alive
And I know she'll be dying to see me
When I arrive

Hey dear sister
How are you
I've long to see you ever since you made your stage debut

We always knew you would be
The most angelic actress this dramatic world would see
And the critics do agree

Several states lines
Keep us apart
And don't loose sleep
Cuz I'll always keep you in my heart

Crashing white caps
Keep us alive
And she knows I'll be dying to see her the next time arrive

What lies out there?
No one knows
The tide could bring in anything
So steady as she goes
Steady as she goes
Steady as she goes

missing my friend! :(

Bakit naman ganun.. planado na ang lahat! nasa kasagsagan na tayo ng pag sasaya bigla mo kami iiwan??? ang ganda ng maagang regalo skin ni God para sa bday ko! Napaka hirap na pag subok! aminin ko di ko kaya, parang sususko nko! nasanay kasi ko na lagi ka kasama! pero ganun talaga, pagsubok nga eh diba?!


we miss you! :(







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Sunday, November 7, 2010

tear here: UNEXPECTED.

tear here: UNEXPECTED.: "ang hirap pla ng gnito ? lahat ay wala sa plano.. lahat ay umaayon lng sa nararamdaman ko.. kala ko biruan lng ang alam ko pag kasama ka. :)..."

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

UNEXPECTED.

ang hirap pla ng gnito ? lahat ay wala sa plano.. lahat ay umaayon lng sa nararamdaman ko..
kala ko biruan lng ang alam ko pag kasama ka. :)

basta in love ako sa kaibigan ko may gosh ! bakit sayo pa
hahahaha. cguro na shock lng din ako ksi parang ur the one hu always make me happy
tpos un prang HINAHANAP HANAP KO NUNG NAWALA KA. :(

pag lingon ko sa kaliwa't kanan wala ka... mahirap pla pag wala ka sa tabi ko.
SINANAY MO KASI AKO SA MGA BAGAY NA DI KO AKALAING HAHANAP HANAPIN KO!